There is no transmission.
These black and white tears,
With every scream I take no one care hear.
This may be my last words for today,
It all turns to darkness someday.
Hopefully I can finally see this light to see something missing and bright,
I lost my care for the ones who hurt me and now I am seeking to escape this night.
Please save my soul and my life,
I want this pain to end just with this knife.
Tired of fighting...tired of being lonely...tired of cutting,
This is serious and this is why I am writing.
I don’t know what to do anymore,
I just want to end this war.
I hate saying goodbye,
All I can do is cry.
My own mind betrays me to say that no one cares,
How can I stay strong over these years?